I'm so tired but good tired. I've been out from 8am until 8pm everyday last week and the same ordeal is expected for next week. I remember seeing some old people in Budapest at 5 in the morning going to work even though they looked like they should be resting at home enjoying the sunrise in their backyard so it's pretty childish for me to whine.
I feel really good lately. I sleep for eight hours everyday and six on weekends. I have green tea to perk me up whenever I feel sluggish and it works all the time. I've set my goal to write and finish a book within a year. I have a number of potential business ideas that I'm hoping to work on afterwards. And I know how to navigate myself better now, physically, emotionally and spiritually. I feel enlightened. I used to have so many excuses before. I am my own worst enemy and I would criticize myself too harsly at times but I think we all do that and it's just unhealthy. We think we're doing ourselves a favour by comparing the choices we make with those of others when what we're really doing is imposing limits on ourselves.
Oh, I was interviewed by a French TV yesterday during a field trip. It was in French and I started in French but when they started to ask really open-ended questions, I just had to switch to English. I had to refrain myself from laughing because I was always mixing both languages and I couldn't focus on giving appropriate, honest answers. They always came out generic. There goes my travel host dream job, hahah!
Monday's on its way. I can be grumpy or I can mentally prepare myself to make it a good start for the week. Either way, tomorrow still comes.
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